Be better.

(Thoughts during church today and thoughts while listening to General Relief Society Broadcast)

"I feel like I could be better. That there are better ways for me to go about things. I can be better."

I don't need people to reach out to me. That will come in time, whenever they want. I need to reach out to people. I need to learn to let people in. Create that bond that I can call upon them when I need them most.

I am not a patient person. If I need something done, I do it myself. I've always been that way.

Why am I stopping now?

This is a lesson I need to learn. Learning to let people in, and in return, learning to be there for them and learning to not shut people out. I've been feeling lonely and sorry for myself. Confused and unsure of who I am and what I want.

I need to learn to put the Lord first and to seek his help. He will guide me if I ask him with a humble heart. He has always been able to guide me best by the people he has put in my life. I need to learn to rely on those I love. Reach out to them. It's what I need. 


Time to stop being selfish. Time to give, serve, and care for others.

peace