It's better to look up!

This weekend we had General Conference, and it was AMAZING!

Exactly what I needed. After everything that has happened to me this summer and the stuff I'm going through now, it came right at the right time. I've definitely learned a lot from it. Given me a new view on things in my life. Let's just say it was a spiritual feast!

Here are some brief things that were said that stuck out to me the most:

• DESIRE
• We are the reason he made the universe. We are everything to God.
• Our existence here is a small moment in space and time.
• We matter to him.
• Be as quick to kneel as we are to text
• It's better to look up.
• Look up. Step up. Cheer up. God wants us to be happy.
• Be a guardian of Virtue
• Be loyal to the royal in you
• "I belong to the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-Day Saints."
• Best compliment in this life: A Covenant Keeper
• Reach out. Serve. Assist.
• Be grateful for all the tender mercies that come into our lives.

What I have taken out of this General Conference is that I need to just put the Lord first and live the Gospel and trust the Lord that things will work out for the better. Heavenly Father loves me, and he wants to give me blessings. He wants me to be happy. He'll only tell me what to do if I make a decision. And I think I have. I look back at my life and I've come so far from 3 years ago. And when times are down it is better to look up.

peace

My oh my...

Today I just have bad feelings and I REALLY want them to go away. I keep thinking about things and they're giving me a bad feeling in my stomach... I just don't know what to do... Gosh, there are some people I really miss right now... I wish they were here with me...

Be better.

(Thoughts during church today and thoughts while listening to General Relief Society Broadcast)

"I feel like I could be better. That there are better ways for me to go about things. I can be better."

I don't need people to reach out to me. That will come in time, whenever they want. I need to reach out to people. I need to learn to let people in. Create that bond that I can call upon them when I need them most.

I am not a patient person. If I need something done, I do it myself. I've always been that way.

Why am I stopping now?

This is a lesson I need to learn. Learning to let people in, and in return, learning to be there for them and learning to not shut people out. I've been feeling lonely and sorry for myself. Confused and unsure of who I am and what I want.

I need to learn to put the Lord first and to seek his help. He will guide me if I ask him with a humble heart. He has always been able to guide me best by the people he has put in my life. I need to learn to rely on those I love. Reach out to them. It's what I need. 


Time to stop being selfish. Time to give, serve, and care for others.

peace

Dance Company

Here's our newest project in Dance Company.

It's a work in progress, but it's gonna be legit when we finish and polish it!


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aUmE6W9YjSs

peace

“You are the only one of you. From the beginning of time till the end of this world to the end of eternity. There’s only one of you ever created. Ev-er. You are the only you. That’s pretty powerful.

“So why on earth would you want to look like anybody else, dress like anyone else, dance like anyone else, be someone else, when you are a legend in your own right?”
-Mia Michaels

how do I feel today?

Today I feel...

Lost
Alone
Unloved
Unappreciated
Useless
Unwanted
and Inconvenient

Awesome...